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Sunday, August 1st, 2004

Time:4:17 am.
What Makes You Sexy?
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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004

Time:1:17 am.
New jobs @ the fountains. . dunno if i told u . .anyways two month there already promoted -- asst manager -- fuck u DENNYS!

my new nick name is hitler. . how cute . o well.
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Sunday, April 11th, 2004

Subject:im bored
Time:1:41 pm.
im bored -- sum1 im me. nievesvampxox

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Friday, April 9th, 2004

Subject:wow.. 5 months later
Time:12:25 am.
Mood: awake.
lol. .its been soo long. eric and i havent talked in forever.

new boyfriend - will - 1 month strong tonight! wow. very cute and very cute. not so bright and needs to not act so fucking straight
but anyways

schools cool

new job. i love it the fountains. :)

well i am bored now.

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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Subject:OH god
Time:12:47 am.
Mood: giddy.
oh god. where do i begin. . did i talk about my party? hm i dunno.

anyways that was awesome. crazy. rockin. bad ass. . lol

so i met this guy named mike. kinda like him. we fucked. he didnt remember he was soo fucked up. great wara. great. but wheres that going?

have a bf. . yeah i like him. but i really like him enuff to actually date him. . well see once i redress him. . but if he doesnt look good. .then god damnit. waste of my time! oh yeah his name is chris and he is jewish lol.

-- so wtf do u always meet the best guys online. i had the best fucking time last night. this guy is funny. when u get past his serious side. hes smart. . **ooo SEXY**. he sounds like he would be crazy hot. hmm but he lives in fucking GA. wtf is up with that. seriously where could this go. ive been with my bf for 1 day and already fucked roy. so. yeah. damnit. so i may have to move. if this boy proves to be *what a good girl really wants* . --

o m g xmas is how far away. o fuck. what will i get everyone. people on my x mas list

Gaby - Mom - Dennis - Melanie - Meredith - Jerry - Gabi - Eddie - Patrick - Mark - and who ever. . i forgot. if u want a gift . . comment and tell me why u deserve one. ;)

My brother comes back in Feb. i am kinda excited and kinda nervous. what if he hasnt changed. and he like starts selling again,stealing and doing other stupid shit. there wont be any going bck. he already did what he could do to fix it. this was his last chance. i am a little nervous. i love him with all my heart. i know i tell people i hate him and i do. becuz he is crazy and tortures me. but he is also this hilarious boy that i see. that has the craziest sense of humor and is soo intelligent. he reminds me of myself lol. but hes insecure. but hopefully therapy has helped. the hippies down the street really do like him. so thats good. :) speaking of which. Our lawyers, my brother and my mom discussed his settlement from his teeth accident *when he was like 12. .? he was playin and this dumb girl down the street threw a metal pipe and broke his 2 front teeth. so that ruined his self esteem. but today we found out how much money he gets from those dumbasses. 57,500. 35,000 for his education. sweet jesus that lucky prick. PERFECT teeth and a great education :) the perfect man. lol. come home gaby.

ECK. test in math tomorrow. o i failed. o well.

WHERE the fuck is eric? i am waiting. i dont wana go to bed without talking to him.

hes here. yay. bye now
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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003

Time:1:05 am.
Mood: anxious.
Crack kills!
You are the hyper rock!

::Which rock personality disorder (from the Zoloft commercial) should you have? (Results contain pictures!)
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Subject:OMG 10 yrs later
Time:12:51 am.
hey hey hey! whats up? my 19 bday party fucking kicked ass. . i smoked and i got drunk as fuck. it was crazy. i love my friends. i have been soo happy lately. i really have. my brother is gone to rehab. i miss him. never thought i would but i really do. . dont tell anyone i said that. lol. :) but my life is going well. . i havent have sex in like 3 weeks and 5 days. . thats really good for me. .i am trying to give it up. its soo hard. . i see boys and i know i could have them . . but i dont. i am good. :) ummm kyle and i are over. .though i miss his fantastic sex drive and that tongue. but i will make due. becuz i dont need it. i am now a political science major. fuck dentistry. . what did my last dental boy do for me. .well. .never mindthat. i am gonna go. well talk later xox wara
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003

Subject:SO SERIOUSLY.. . actually
Time:10:24 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
lol. . . dennis and i are always being dumbasses what are bestfriends for. . other than getting drunk together and shopping. . lol we always are like "so seriously" or "Actually" and thats call we say for 20 minutes. . its our secret convo. . for no seriously or actually no. . okay so now its not a secret. . . lol dennis turns twenty one tomorrow. omg! lets get DRUNK. . o m g. i got drunk last night. . we went to therapy. . yeah its a small club but it gets packed. and everyone gets trashed. . andu meet hot guys. . i went with patrick last night. i honestly love him. he and i are soo close. . he just got his ged. . so spring semster he and i are gonna talk classes together. . he is soo hot. i want him. he dances soo hot . . lol we took a stacker pill. . energy pill and consumed alcohol how dumb of me. . i was soo sick today in my govt class. . i couldnt sleep at all last night. . never again. .so i havent talked to crystal in forever. she called but i have been out lately i guess. . and i started college. . well community college. its exactly like highschool but whatever its fun. . i am over mike. . wait mike? mike who. . yeah okay so i look to see if his car is in the parking lot at circuit city when i drive by. but i havent called him or done anything to contact him. . i want him to live his life and vice versa . . i met this other guy. . kyle taht has had like an online crush on me. . he is cute. . i could see it maybe working. . hes got his eyebrow pierced <33 but the man i love is patrick. :) he is soo fuckn cute. but anyways. . yeah tomorrow chambers. . w000t w000t anyways i gg i am in the library at school. . so i should probably bounce plus i dont feel that good. . :( xox wara
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003

Time:11:24 pm.
Mood: sad.
mike = cry mike = no talk mike = sad wara

wara = crazy wara = sad becuz of mike

get the point?

yeah msg me if u want ixbreakheartz
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Saturday, August 9th, 2003

Subject:soo.. Whats going on GIRLS?!?!
Time:12:38 am.
Mood: flirty.
soo. yeah things between crystal and i are different shes with jack. and i dream of mike. soo. . . lately . . i have been with my bestfriends a lot. i met a bunch of new guys! yay! i love my gay boys. . . i met sum hot straight boys. . that was fun! suresh *aka* sergio. . is back in my life. . he came over today. . and well yah my friends totally suck. they wanted to smoke. . amd suresh left. and i was like i dont wanna smoke. but whatever. . i signed up at mcc. . so thats awesome nutrition and a political science major. . . um what else. i met this dude named patrick at the club. i love him he is soo fuckn awesome. he was an instant bestfriend. . hes been gone for like 2 weeks no. . its soo sad. we all miss him. . mike the guy i am head of heels over is leaving for the marines. . when is a fuckn mystery and his cell is turned off. . so i cant find him. . and i wanna see him so bad. . i resorted to going to his work and walking around. . and i didnt say hi. cuz i am dumb. he probaly knows i like him so much. . he has too. . my friend whitney was like u are practically his gf! but i am not. . i just so nervous . . around him. hes all i think about. when i was with suresh today mike is what i thought about. when i see other guys i think MIKE MIKE MIKE. i like him soooo much. :( but i never get what i want. . damnit. . it gets me all fuckn depressed. brett came beggin back to be my friend . . aka get laid. well fuck him! I HATE YOU BRETT! never again. so right now. . i am just doing whatever. . working at dennys. w00t w00t. its a party. . :) i been doing a lot of "gay" stuff. . like going to gay group dicussions, gay bars, gay everything! . . yay girls. mike is totally opposite of me. . i love it. . he is soo great. he makes me feel so good. . hes soo nice. . and soo sweet. . and super ppppppppppppppuuuuuurrfect. . puppy love. xox wara
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003

Subject:Hey Hey we're the monkees!
Time:10:35 am.
Mood: sad.
hey. hey. whats up everyone? i doubt anyone reads this but anyways. i graduated high school. how exciting? i am starting at mcc in the fall. . nutrition major. w00t w00t! i am excited. my grad bash was a blast. i love my friends for everything. i am so tired. lately. i just havent been happy. its doesnt have to do with anyone. its just the summer it gets me depressed. -- on a lighter note -- i got a manicure. . and my nails look so gorgeous. . pink and whites ;) french tip all the way. o jesus. its raining again. all we do now is have thunderstorms. how happy huh. . anyways . talk to you later
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Wednesday, June 4th, 2003

Subject:in love
Time:12:23 am.
i love crystal.
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Thursday, March 20th, 2003

Subject:quiz day.
Time:1:55 pm.
Socialist - You believe the free market can be
beneficial, but that a large and powerful state
is necessary to redistribute the wealth of the
top classes to those of the bottom. You also
think that basic utilities and trasportation
should be publicly owned. Your historical role
model is Eugene Debs.

Which political sterotype are you?
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What's your sexual appeal?
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Tuesday, March 18th, 2003

Subject:starting over.
Time:10:01 pm.
Mood: tired.
i am gonna write in this bitch every day. and its gonna be pretty boring. .

:) okay. i dont know whats going on with me lately? i need to see a doctor for my problems. . yah know the ones in my head. :) well ya know what i mean. i think i may have depression or too stressed. i need to just talk to someone that i dont care about what they think of me. a confidante. . yah. i need one. my brother has one why cant i! lol. school is getting better. i wanna see justin timberlake.

anyways iam tired. i need sleep. bye

xox wara
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Friday, March 14th, 2003

Subject:been lied to
Time:7:39 am.
Mood: stressed.
i been hurt, and lied to. time and time again. why do guys do that? is there a point? really he should have told me the truth. everyone knows he lied now. i wish i could spread the girl to every girl in the world. HE'S a BAD MAN. he will lie to you, use you, and gets what he needs from you. while his gf loves him more than anything. i feel bad for you. so bad. he is playin with you too. but now u know so i have no reason to care or sympathize for u. its your own stupidity. really it is. i guess u cant be perfect. o well. but it upsets me cuz i thought he was great. great enuff to lose my innocence to. great enuff to cry over multiple times. great enuff to hurt the one girl i have cared about. but i was wrong. and now other men come to me. and i cant trust anyone. i only trust my friends. my friends are now my life. xxx o well xxx school is stressing me out. if i dont graduate i will die. o well. . right more in 3 months lol.
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Friday, January 10th, 2003

Time:5:18 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
wow. wow. sergio. he is so amazing. i lost my virginity jan 4th. it was so crazy. i liked it. and i was happy. my lil brother walked in on me and him. and then i ranaway to bretts house got so drunk i didnt know who i was. and i repeated everything over 500 times. i was fucked on zanex (dude is it spelled xanex or zanex. . tell me!) and too much alcohol. dont ever do that yall. my life is soo scatter brained. lol. i need a car. i need to see the doctors ( we didnt use protection ::smacks myself:: ) god .. woo hoo. i noticed i am being a bitch today and i am moody. and i should be getting my PERIOD SOON! w00t w00t maybe this is PMS! w00t w00t. okay anyways. i dont know what to do about sergio. he wants to keep on sleeping with me. and well damn he was good. but then again i dont know good from bad i was a virgin. o well. i think i will see him again. i liked it. and well . . i miss attention. this year has blown in the male aspect. though. gary at work is sooo hot. . he comes in everyday. damn. him and serge have the same bday. the same stars. when ever i talked to gary. i always thought of serge in a weird way even before i met serge. thats prolly why. lol. true. i am out.
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Thursday, December 26th, 2002

Subject:merry xmas
Time:2:38 pm.
Mood: confused.
hello. how are you all? good. good. i dont really care.

my xmas was nice. i worked both eve and day. lucky me. hm. . i discovered i am spoiled but i love it. o well. things i got.

- Silver Necklace from Mayors. I love it. (GORGEOUS)
- Rocking 50's Style Dress from Hot Topic.
- Bunch of Fuckin Pants
- Pajamas
- The Vines t- shirt
- Movies. GALORE
- Jewelry . . tons of it.
- Another Gorgeous Silver Necklace from A'tu
- A gold bracelet from A'tu
- Purse from Vitorias Secret. . . with Pear Scented Stuff
- Cable Modem
- Shoes from Hot Topic (SO CUTE)
- Gift Certificates
- A Gorgeous Black OUTFIT. SO nice
- another velvet purse
- Cute tops from Hot Topic

yeah i thinks thats it. . . Ilana and I still have to exchange gifts, Melanie and I too, and Richard and I . :) i get to see richard today. he is such a nice guy. :) i am sick. and the girl i am in love with likes another. what do i do. bye
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Saturday, December 7th, 2002

Subject:wow - what a waste of a day
Time:7:58 pm.
Mood: peaceful.
hello hello journal. hola dustin . . que pasa. . mi amor. .

yeah so i went to tampa on wednesday. and i dont know why but i suddenly had this urge to come out and tell my friends all my sexual fanatasies now they think i am a freak. lol. and i also explained to them at i may be bisexual. but the weird thing about it is. that . . in a way i am but then i am not. cuz i have a lot of gorgeous friends but the thought of us doing that freaks the fuck out of me.. but then i look at rachel watson and wow. i can totally see myself like that. and the womans body is a beautiful thing. i am just confused. but friends dont think becuz u may be hot and a girl i am gonna hit on u.. or if i do joke with u . that i really wanna do it. i am happy with my boy. anyways. then i came home. . . i went to bed. my cell phone is off. so dont try calling it anybody!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY YOU! but yeah. so yesterday i started selling avon. u wanna buy from me.. contact me.. nievesvampxox@aol.com . :) and then we went to tampa. mel, dennis, and i. we got LOST like a 100 times. but we finally got to billy place of work. ate, shopping at international, ate (food sucked ass), shopped.. i bought more MAKE UP. i spent 150 on tuesday at mac. and then yesterday i spent like 50. damnit i am addicted. . . i dont know. christmas is coming up and i want the tiffanys stuff but it may have to wait. i have to get my like in order. yeah. wara is confused. well anyways. at least i am not suicidial. virgin report - wara is a virgin. and i am happy about it. thanks. i love to smile. i love to think. i love to read. i love to day dream. i love to paint. i love to be inspired. i love to talk. i love to breathe. i love to smell. i love to love. i am a lover.

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Sunday, November 24th, 2002

Subject:Tru Playa fo real :)
Time:1:32 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
whats up? 18 in 3 days isnt that exciting i am really happy. wow. :) i am gonna be free. well anyways my life is semi going well.. well.. my personal life that is. Dennis and I now have the circle of 4. lol. Dennis and I are bestfriends and now we have two new bestfriends. Ilana and Bobby. i call ilana - lana. she is soo cool. i love it cuz i have never had a striaght girl friend that nows exactly what i go through having a gay bestfriend. lol we were talking and making all these plays for when we are older. i am excited. i dont know wht i am doing for my 18 birthday but i am excited. :) i havent been this excited in forever. :) the justin timberlake cd rules. mmm.. well i am gonna go cuz i have to look around. for what i want for my bday. have a good day. :)
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Thursday, October 31st, 2002

Time:6:37 pm.
haha i took a quiz and i am 75% black. thats great. i got my hear dreaded. i like it alot. god i have been so bored lately i am looking for a desk job. i need a car. i need money.where should i work. dude. i have been working downtown at the elections office. Bill Mc Bride fo sho. I may go to therapy tonight but i dont know what i am doing. i am so tired. ah . . . i need to lose my virginity. i am so tired. i turn 18 in 27 days. i want a male stripper. haha. bye. i will write more later.
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